Very down today,,.  I have suffered with severe depression in the past & it sometimes raises it's ugly head.  Today that happened.

A brief run down of the issues playing with me today:

Self confidence issues
Am I a good parent?
Is my child under developing - he doesn't speak any words, although only 19 months!
Size issues due to weighing in v badly!!
Illness - cold/sore throat, nothing exciting
Boredom
Self doubt
Unsexy

Not reall ysure I want to go into these issues jsut yet on here, but I am sure I will open up soon.....